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Ehh havent wrote on this in a while :O

.. So here it goes. First blog of 2010 XD

Woke up feeling a bit hungover this morning :/
.. not good!! But you would be too after 7 vodkas and a pint +o(

Past week has been pretty shit anawl :(
Cried so much its unbelievable.. never felt this way before.
What can ye do though ae?

Spent the past few days with the only person that knows how to put a smile on my face. Shes awefy special in my eyes and no one will ever be good enough for my gummy bear <3
Practically live together so we do!
We're even looking for our own place. Get away from everything ye know?

Ehh had a good time for a few months. Had something to do every weekend and most week nights and was the happiest I had been in a while tbh.. but things changed and feelings changed. i cant do anything about that. Hes made up his mind and im not the one for him. Ahh well...
I love him but he loves her. I cant change that.. wish I could though :P

Was out at a gig last night. Was a great night but I made the wrong choice in talking to my ex which left me crying for quite a bit.. note to self-stop drinking vodka!!
He was with her.. im not sure if it was out of spite because I kissed someone else or whether he just wanted her more than me.. who knows? I surely never will know the truth of why it ended.
He told me he wanted to meet new people but not even a week later and hes with his ex.. im sure they where seeing eachother behind my back. Is it wrong that I still want him back even if they where?

Well thats all for now guys..

Ohh btw thw whole Shell Bell loves life? Thats a typo.. it should say "Shell Bell hates life.. FML"

Peace out mothafuka's <3