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I hate you ;D

Happy... once again (:.

Well as ye see from the title things are starting to go my way.
Been the happiest ever these past couple of days :O Woooo!!

Hmm well you know how they say things happen for a reason?
I believe this now :D
Went back to my friends and tried to phone "him" to see if he wanted to come round.
She had this guy coming round who i liked for a while and he liked me but one day we just didnt talk again.. had been months and i was going to have to see him with my friend, told her it would be weird but she still invited him. So anyway yeah i couldnt get intouch with "him" so just left it and that "guy" brought his mate with him. He walked in and all i could think was why the hell did i give up? He was even better looking than i remembered. But he didnt go near my friend, instead he lay on the floor with me and tickled me. It was nice. He told me i was a wanna be ned :L and made fun of my laugh :( We had great fun, lying together and talking.
I wanted to kiss him but i resisted. He text me last night and asked if we could do something this week. Date? I think so ;D

Wooo Tenerife with Jonathan 2 weeks today. Cant fudging wait!!!

Shell Bell Loves Life <3 ohh ayee ;)

Peace out mothafuckaa'ss

Wooops!

Ehh wrote a blog Saturday.. realised how much of a huge mistake that was :O
Ehh im sorry, thats all I can say cause you clearly dont want to see me and hear my side of the story do you?
Ahh well. "Just get back up when love knocks ye down (8)"
Cant help saying things ye dont mean when people put things in your head and you believe them.. New year?
Well as ive said im sorry. I really am
From the bottom of my heart. I never meant for this to happen

Woops!

Blah blah blah...

Wow feel amazingly good today XD

I realised something today..
I dont need you in my life to feel happy ;D
As long as I have my girls (including Jonathan ;)) then i have all i need.
Doesnt mean i dont want to be your friend though.. would like it alot if we remained friends. :P

Haha good ridence.. another family member to walk out of my life and leave me stranded.. am i that bad a child :L haha i know you will come running home begging forgivness in a couple of hours. You always do (Y)..
There goes the back door. That'll be you ;)

Wow my 18th is not that far away.
Friday.
- Wake up.
- Grab bags.
- Meet Jonathan at station.
- Get train right through to Newcastle.
- Go shopping for a bit.
- Go to Stacey's. (Big sister)
- Get take away.
- Sleep.
Saturday.
- Wake up mid afternoon.
- Chillax.
- Have a bath.
- Make up. Hair. Dressed.
- Get syked up for tonight.
- Start drinking :D.
- Get taxi too town.
- Meet sisters friends.
- PARTYYYY!!
Sunday.
-Wake up. Hangover from hell.
- Figure out what the fudge happened last night.
- Drink a litre of water in 5 minutes.
- Pack.
- Say our goodbyes.
- Taxi to station.
- Train.
- Home.
- Sleep rest of the day.

HELL YEAHS!!

Gonna be an epic birthday :D
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Realised that i have a lady crush on Katy Perry. She hot, hot hottt!!


Peace out muthafucka'ss!!

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Ehh havent wrote on this in a while :O

.. So here it goes. First blog of 2010 XD

Woke up feeling a bit hungover this morning :/
.. not good!! But you would be too after 7 vodkas and a pint +o(

Past week has been pretty shit anawl :(
Cried so much its unbelievable.. never felt this way before.
What can ye do though ae?

Spent the past few days with the only person that knows how to put a smile on my face. Shes awefy special in my eyes and no one will ever be good enough for my gummy bear <3
Practically live together so we do!
We're even looking for our own place. Get away from everything ye know?

Ehh had a good time for a few months. Had something to do every weekend and most week nights and was the happiest I had been in a while tbh.. but things changed and feelings changed. i cant do anything about that. Hes made up his mind and im not the one for him. Ahh well...
I love him but he loves her. I cant change that.. wish I could though :P

Was out at a gig last night. Was a great night but I made the wrong choice in talking to my ex which left me crying for quite a bit.. note to self-stop drinking vodka!!
He was with her.. im not sure if it was out of spite because I kissed someone else or whether he just wanted her more than me.. who knows? I surely never will know the truth of why it ended.
He told me he wanted to meet new people but not even a week later and hes with his ex.. im sure they where seeing eachother behind my back. Is it wrong that I still want him back even if they where?

Well thats all for now guys..

Ohh btw thw whole Shell Bell loves life? Thats a typo.. it should say "Shell Bell hates life.. FML"

Peace out mothafuka's <3